GargoyleTurtleGirl-X

Wow, this is a blast from the past… Sooo, I figured I owe everyone an explanation. No, but really! I’m so sorry to all the wonderful people here who I abandoned without a word! As previously mentioned, I initially started trying out a different fandom, but that was short lived. My interest in that evaporated faster then a cup of Surge on the surface of Venus. But what really happened was I had some health related issues and was put on a new medication for it… the absolute highest dose (I didn’t know!). The meds helped great for what they were supposed to do, but they killed ALL motivation, energy and a metric ton of feelings I previously had. It happened so gradually that I didn’t make the connection. I thought “Wow, must be getting old, just don’t have anything in me anymore”. My life ended up in a years long depressive slump of sleeping, going to work, come home, eat, watch some garbage and going to bed. Rinse and repeat… and occasionally just sitting at home drinking cause I had no